Perfectly Alone

I’m making friends with the silence
I wanna see what the darkness knows
I’m sick of trying to fight it
And taping my eyelids closed

I still recall the sound of the screaming
I felt so at home hyperventilating
It was my solace
Always thought that i was blind
Til i opened my eyes

And then i was alone
Perfectly alone
And then i was alone
Perfectly
Wonderfully
Awfully
Beautifully
Alone

I used to worship the chaos
Bowed to the power of chainsaws
Didn’t need nothing from no god
I always carried my own cross
Writing and breaking my own laws

Sleeping in pools
Swimming in a cold sweat
Dreaming of rooms without any exit
So claustrophobic
Didn’t know it was a lie
Til i opened my eyes

And then i was alone
Perfectly alone
And then i was alone perfectly
Wonderfully
Awfully
Beautifully
Alone

And then i was alone perfectly alone
And then i was alone perfectly
Wonderfully
Awfully
Finally
Alone