Trying To Forget

I pace back and forth through my clustered room,
these walls are too firmilar,
countless hours wasted,
wondering where all the time went,
im cold and alone,
and this breeze doesn't help,
these pictures keep on breaking me down,
and i cant bring myself to stop staring,
so i turn my back,
as i try not to notice you,
trying not to wonder where you are,
im waiting for my door bell to ring,
and have you appear,
i love surprises,
but i know thats not something you'd do,
so now i'll bury my head deep in the pillows,
and stare in to the shades of black,
trying to forget your face,
but its to no success,
my pillow still smells of your hair,
its such a lovely smell,
i start remembering all the special moments we've shared,
its driving me mad,
so instead i choose to be driving mad,
so i get in my car and go where the road takes me,
it takes me to you,
but i turn around,
our song comes on as i park my car,
i get in the back seat and just think of you,
i stare at the stars,
and my soul falls fast asleep,
falls fast into your arms.