Anything But Beautiful (Old Version)

Awaken to a sun
Around a neon earth
To warm a frozen gun
Believe that death is worth
The pain of a high school end
The rest in a young suicide
The media drawing in
Escape from a young girl's life
From a young girl's life

Falling further every day
Our tallest towers sway
I'm holding on in this world of decay
And I've realized that
This is anything but beautiful
Anything but beautiful
A world anything but beautiful
Anything but beautiful

Awaken to a day
The fear in the eyes of a boy
The cold of a hospital stay
Where a child is a cancer's toy
And if the angel for the lord
Is the angel with the sword
I don't believe it anymore
I just can't believe that anymore
Holding on for a chance to be strong

But we're falling further every day
Our tallest towers sway
I'm holding on in this world of decay
And I've realized
This is anything but beautiful

Somebody hold my eyes closed
Somebody make the snow and the rain
One step from the fall don't you know
I stood next to heaven
But the light never came
Somebody keep my head turned
Give me a soul for a piece of the wire
I came for a god, but it all burned down
in the fire

Falling further everyday
Our deepest ocean's dry
We're holding on in this world of decay
Will we realize
Open your eyes
This is anything but beautiful