Can't Suspend It

I can’t give any more clues.
I can’t lay low forever too,
like limbo, or criminal code.
Any more of this and I might lose
my mind or my reason,
or maybe just my own sweet certainty.
You’re the answer. You’re cancer.
You’re everything I hoped you wouldn’t be.

You made my story short.
You give me no resort.

I’d like to fade away.
(can’t expect it, can’t suspend it).

I need to get away.
(go away)

Why won’t you fade away?
(can’t forget it, can’t erase it, can’t suspend it)

I have to get away.

So can I reach you if I can see through
the firewall around our déjá  vu?
You’re secrets, I may not know.
But you can tell me this, are you for sure?
You’re guilty, red-handed,
or maybe that’s just what you need to sleep.
I’m the answer to this cancer.
But you’re a virus I will never need.

All’s well that ends. Well let’s just forget it..
All’s well that ends well. Let’s just regret it.

I need to get away.
Why won’t you fade away, fade away, fade away?
I need to get my way.
I can’t accept it, can’t erase it.
I’m never gonna fake it.