Rookie Of The Year

I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the year
Used to wonder how this shit might feel
Lotta unfamiliar faces in here
[?], I will never change, I swear
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the
I wrote this all on my bedroom walls
Just to make it more real
Past life feelin' like a souvenir

Yeah, I braid my own hair and bet on myself
Time spent alone was good for my health
I spun straw to gold again and again
And never burn bridges, still got the same friends
I did it my way by choice
I heard rumblings in all the noise
I heard fakeness in everyone's voice
I stay guarded and I stay poised

Now this shit came together like I thought it would
New York girl out in Hollywood
Didn't namedrop you, but I wanted to, mm

I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the year
Used to wonder how this shit might feel
Lotta unfamiliar faces in here
[?], I will never change, I swear
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the
I wrote this all on my bedroom walls
Just to make it more real
Past life feelin' like a souvenir
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie, yeah

North Shore
Spent my youth on a keyboard
Watch me put numbers on the scoreboard
[?] girl everybody else [?] for
I guess sometimes we all get lucky
Way too close to leavin' the country
Almost said goodbye to my sister
Made a split decision at dinner

Now this shit came together like I thought it would
New York girl out in Hollywood
Didn't namedrop you, but I wanted to, mm

I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the year
Used to wonder how this shit might feel
Lotta unfamiliar faces in here
[?], I will never change, I swear
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the
I wrote this all on my bedroom walls
Just to make it more real
Past life feelin' like a souvenir
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie, yeah