Clockwork Notes

what happened to clockwork?
because everytime i looked
the wheel turned the other way
and the alter of three gears
is supposed to manifest into a three thousand dollar suit...
it's just a useless note
but for me it was a cover up which i won't bother to understand
all i know is that they were better off without me
the perfect tragedy
the perfect murder
which i remained alive and well from
which i stayed as a useless note after useless note
the first wheel took two weeks
eight numbers in a row
and the second try took a fucking week
...of useless notes after useless notes