The Wait

I waited for days to find you out
But you never showed
And the words that were penned over late nights
You probably should have read
Because it was all we have
Who knows if I'm better with you?
Or if I'm better without?
There causes we chase swim so deeply in doubt

She knows she's better with me and not better without
Because love is always the will and never anything else
So how do we trust?
How do we believe?
This heart on my sleve is now a vacancy

I'm giving up because my heart never gives honor to my name
I'm praying now
I'm praying all these things work together for the good of you and me.

Where are you now?
Are you in that place?
The place where true love is recognizable under grace
I know that I'm better without because love is always a fight and I'm fighting right now.

I'm giving up because my heart never gives honor to my name
I'm praying now
I'm praying all these things work together for the good of you and me.