Blowin Smoke

Am I blowin smoke when I'm blowing kisses
Cause I feel like I'm choking you by my spirit
Am I crazy, am drowning, did I fall
What am I standing here for
Cause I don't feel home inside my own skin
Since I let you underneath oh
You turned my world into a curse
And you made my better way worse
You held my hand and let me down
I lost my mind I'm going outside to look around

Cause I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay

Am I making sense am, I speaking english
Oh then why are you still in my mind
I can hear you breathing
Am I dying, am I blind or am I still here
Am I that dumb
Cause it feels like a chill inside my own skin
Since I let you underneath girl
You turned my world into a curse
And you made my better way worse
You held my hand and let me down
I lost my mind I'm going outside to look around

Cause I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay

I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay

If I ever find my way back home
You know I'm lost
And if you see me near the edge
You know I'm jumping off
If I end up on life support
You know pull the plug
Anything but love

Cause I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay

Am I blowing smokes when I'm blowing kisses
Cause I feel like I'm choking you by my spirit
Am I crazy, am drowning, did I fall
What am I standing here for
Cause I don't feel home inside my own skin
Since I let you underneath oh
You turned my world into a curse
And you made my better way worse
You held my hand and let me down
I lost my mind I'm going outside to look around

Cause I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay

Am I making sense am, I speaking english
Oh then why are you still in my mind
I can hear you breathing
Am I dying, am I blind or am I still here
Am I that dumb
Cause it feels like a chill inside my own skin
Since I let you underneath girl
You turned my world into a curse
And you made my better way worse
You held my hand and let me down
I lost my mind I'm going outside to look around

Cause I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay

I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay

If I ever find my way back home
You know I'm lost
And if you see me near the edge
You know I'm jumping off
If I end up on life support
You know pull the plug
Anything but love

I can't even stay here no
You don't even say my name yeah
Cause everything's insane here, right here
And maybe things would change here
But I can't even stay here