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I'm hanging myself out on the line
trading in bad memories
and trying to find
a purpose to push on

I've grown accustomed to fall
I've learned the lesson of hush, don't talk
just stand keep that head tall

And I see bricks for feet
but his hands were meant to swim
so he just treads for now
And I've seen matters deep
and its cold realities
so I'll force a smile for now

I've always let someone control my fate
I'm too scared to learn from my mistakes
but i will relive the same scene.
Im living the same scene.