Truly Alone

There ain't nobody askin' me where I been,
There ain't nobody that would name me as a friend.
There ain't nobody that's droppin' by to say hi,
There ain't nobody that's carin' whether I live or die.
I have nobody to tell about my growing angers,
I have nobody to tell about me following strangers.
There ain't nobody makin' sure I'm taking all of my pills,
There ain't nobody slowin' me down and keepin' me still.

I'm truly alone.
They say man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.
I'm truly alone.
They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.
I'm so alone.
They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.
I'm truly alone.
They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.

There ain't nobody tellin' me not to jump off,
There ain't nobody tellin' me not to chop your block off.
I get so bloody I ruin all of my clothes,
I get so bloody I sit in the dark alone.
I have nobody to tell about my dark fantasies,
I have nobody to tell about my dark realities.
There ain't nobody around me, nobody wanna be friends,
I get so bloody all on me, the mess never ends.

I'm truly alone.
They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.
I'm truly alone.
They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.
I'm so alone.
They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.
I'm truly alone.
They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone.

Walked into a Super K and went to the back,
Started asking questions, checkin' out the chainsaw rack.
They had a test model, I pulled the cord and got it runnin',
Turned the blade on the kid workin' and blood started gunnin'.
What the fuck am I doin'?, I dropped the shit and started cryin',
I made it down two aisles before some hero clotheslined me.
I got up, grabbed a shovel, and stabbed him in the gut,
I pulled it out and hammered it across the back of his nug.
I hear sirens goin' off, it's no blue light specials,
I turned murderer, caving in to daily life pressures.
But fuck that, now all y'all gonna know me,
See me on TV bein' like, "Look, there go my homie".
I'm more than lonely I'm lost, lives are the cost,
I just beat some bitch in the head, stabbed her twice and took off.
They can't find me, I'm hidin' in a flannel coat rack,
I jump out and attack and put a gash in your neck.
I finally made it to the front door and to the parking lot,
That's when I got shot a lot, I got got.
Police with bullets and more bullets, pluggin' me deep,
I'm seein' flashes, hearing screaming, and it's all over me.
See a crowd of people being held behind the police tape,
All watching me die, I think I made no mistake.
I finally got some recognition, dying on my knees,
Ready for hell because compared to my life, it should be an ease...

Like easy.....cake walk....I'm ready...Let's go...