Deception (not A Believer)

you wake up with fear, afraid that your life is worhtless. you want to avoid, 'cause you dont want to understand what you fear. you see this is deception. but you commence to believe, 'cause that which man fears most, man is most likely to believe. i don't intend to believe. i want to find a solution. but there isn't one to find. your own life can satiate your needs. only your life is the key, the key to relief. interference in someone's life. no control. can lead us to be one. the torture, never to be defeated. only to be conquered, for a while. conquer, dominate. your fear can lose any battle, but it will never lose the war.