A Closed Window

Complete days on false change, does anyone know?
Where is the path, I want me to complain
Keep small while you grow
There wont be no one near you, hangmen choose all alone
Crowns boil in the bottlesnake-wave
Fall in love with a bone
Chorus: why did I ever cry, I got your way
Did I ever show what?s inside and
So don?t mind the wind?s getting cold, it?s our way
I am sure it?s our way we fake
It has been a circle for so many years, you?ve torn it apart
I?m touched only handshake, it?s only a heart
You told me twice, I would not suffer
Oh I tried today, two hands one fist that reach
To all you weapons, weapon, and this versus
Oh I?ll leave one day cause I?m sure it?s our way we fake