Hypnotized

I can't run, there's no need for this pain inside
I feel like I'm hit by a gun getting weaker day by day
I don't know, how to turn back a day or two
Watching the sign of the night it looks like we still gonna fight
Breath behind enemy lines
The load is heavy and I won't carry it no more
I feel stronger when you're by my side
It's a feeling I can not hide
Intuition or a long lost decision
I don't know cause I'm lost inside
I'm hypnotized
Can't go home, finding shelter or try to hide
No when all is said and done there's no way to turn back now
I won't run, I believe I still have my pride
Trying to live in a lie, there is no tear when you cry
I read between all the lines
A mixed up feeling, I still want you by my side