The One Infallible

I used to stand outside the english wing
after second period
just so I could see her walking by
talking with her friends
she was only one year ahead of me
but she wasn't realistically
a possibility of mine
shes just kept me company in my mind
I wish you were around these lonely days
because I am growing desperately afraid
that everyone is bleakly middling,
passionless, and blankly piddling
always in a phanton costume
she hovered between the library doors
where she'd keep up the fiction as it
would come and it would go
if only I could still obsess of you
well, I suppose that I probably still do
because you're the only unattainable
untainted, the one infallible
I wish you were around these lonely days
because I am growing desperately afraid
that everyone is bleakly middling,
passionless, and blankly piddling
I wish you'd come around these lonely days
even though I know you could not stay
beneath this emotional poverty line
behind all the tooth-decaying smiles
the one infallible
the one infallible