To Maturity

So we've had our fun now
Since you've been gone
But you've been with us all along
We almost disowned you
We knew it was wrong
But you were with us all along

And many times I've wanted to say
I need you but pride gets in the way
And if you would come visit me now
I'd pay you back somehow

I screwed up again
Can I make amends?
How will this end?
When I don't know the outcome
I get scared
I screwed up again
Can I make amends?
How will this end?
If you don't know the answers
I get scared