What For

Tell me what were you tired of
Searching for a point of no return?
Can you, oh can you deny it?
This is so dumb and so deadly wrong

You were the king of your freedom
But you reigned in despicable way
Come here and tell all your people
That you're fed up and won't stay

What for?
We will never ever know. What for?
Do you really feel good
Up there?
And though
I'm not the one to judge you, no. Oh, no
It is you who betrayed yourself

Everyone has their weakness
But this is unforgivable
Don't tell you're sorry
You have no right
For feelings anymore

Is that what you were dreaming of?
They would sacrifice everything
To stay alive and keep blood warm
You left it all. Just say you regret

But that
We will never ever know. What for?
Do you really feel good
Down there?
And though
I'm not the one to judge you, no. Oh, no
It is you who betrayed yourself