I Lifted Myself Up

And I lifted myself up,
just to be torn down;
I fictionalized this whole thing,
and denied the facts that I found.
Now I know myself to a flaw of the truth;
That I idealized you.
Cuz it didn't matter,
whatever you would say or do.

And I turned your handsome face
Into a handsome heart;
I jumped into the midsts of things
that I misunderstood from the start.
And now I'm known
as the daughter who disappeared,
Because I don't say what I'm doing here.
To tell you the truth, it's still very unclear, unclear

Oh, are you drinking tonight?
Cuz I need to kill some time.
Oh, are you drinking tonight?
Cuz I need to kill some time.