Wait, What?

Got tired of the endless repetition
Got fired due to constant bad suspicion
I don't wanna tell it, cause I know I'm fine
I don't wanna tell it, cause I've crossed the line
So here's this half-assed one-act of contrition (admission)
My eyes just snapped, my brain just popped and I don't know
Which ??? does it and I just don't know
Staring at this pain til I've had my fill
It doesn't seem like I know until I know
And when I'll know, I just don't know
And then it turned into an awkward conversation
I'm fucking dead, I've lost the thread, I've lost my head
So if you wanna go, then go, just fucking go
But I can't wait until I see you here tomorrow