A Song For Halfpint To Suck My Balls To

No score, I shut it all out
Telling stories that I shouldn't tell
It's a secret, it's a secret
Tried to get away but that didn't help
I told a lie to myself and now I believe it, I believe it
And while I'm near believing, everyone is leaving

I don't have any options anymore
I don't wanna get up off the floor
Don't know what I'm doing this for
I don't wanna open that door
It's all so fucking out of hand
Too stupid to ever understand
Let's go listen to some records in the van
May be up, but I've got a plan
It's a secret

No score, can't take anymore
Heartbreak, mistakes, question and ever confusion
Shut down, shut up, shut out, what's this all about
Accusing them all of collision
It's a fucking illusion

I don't have any options anymore
I don't wanna get up off the floor
Don't know what I'm doing this for
Too fucked up to open that door
It's all so fucking out of hand
Too stupid to ever understand
Let's go listen to some records in the van
Let's get the fuck out, I've got a plan
It's a secret