Love Letter

If i could only have another chance to tear this to the ground i'd fill my lungs with lilac colored cold and hollow sky. i'm giving up on trying so hard. and i long to touch your face again. i'd love to breathe you in again. again. but (sadly) i'll live to hear you cry again. never again, i regret every minute that has turned my eyes away from (what seemed to be) a decietful girl. it tears my heart out every second, every memory, god i wish it would die. broken hearts, broken bones, shattered dreams; i gave my all. these long drives won't be the same without you.... and we'll still sing the same songs apart. i hope that you're happy now. when i say that, i meant it. i meant every word. every single syllable that made you cry came straight from my heart. i'm giving up on caring so much. and i hope you're happy now that you've set my world on fire. just so you know, i'm dead. but never again, i regret every minute that has turned my eyes away from (what seemed to be) a decietful girl. it tears my heart out every second, every memory, god i wish it would die. at least we'll die alone together