It's Always Raining

it's always raining here
and i am always hours
from anywhere i long to be
it's always monday
at least it could be
these days all feel the same to me
"in the morning it will be o.k."
it's hard to say that everyday
and it's words like that
that never let you fall asleep
i never really had a dream
that meant as much as this one does
i never really felt like
i could hold onto anyone
but holding on is the only way
because those moments felt so endless
and since you've gone this all has changed
it still smells like you
all my dreams are about you