Relapse

I have relapsed in regards to what you're calling this
You said to wanted to take it places that I didn't
And I can tell by now you need to be alone
Left to your own devices and a better pose
Look at my faults and pretend
I haven't thought where you've been
While you still claim to be my best friend
Well then, show them

Suppress me as you fucking please
'Cause I would break for what you need
Some time and space put in between
Now are you listening to yourself?
Don't cut me out as a way to relate
To all the friends that you've made at your home that's away
Your home that's away

I get it, at least I'll tell myself that
You have the option to take it if you want it
If, in fact, you even want this for yourself now
Come home
Just tell me what you want and if this is worth my time
And all the spaces I saved you to reside in
I have relapsed in regards to what you're calling this
You said you've missed my face
And the way it only shows the boy you then
Oh, where will we ever take this?

Suppress me as you fucking please
'Cause I would break for what you need
Some time and space put in between
Now are you listening to yourself?
Don't cut me out as a way to relate
To all the friends that you've made at your home that's away