Why I'm Here

Tell me that I'm beautiful again
I need to tell these pieces that do fall
I'm handing you goodbye after goodbye
When in fact, I haven't left here at all
When in fact, I haven't left here at all

Oh, these things don't hurt like they should
Or at least they don't feel like I thought they would
And I don't know what it is I came here for
But that's why I'm here anymore

On the outside I seem to look alive
But I'm running just to catch up to survive
I'm handing my heart rules but she will not abide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've tried?
Would you believe me If I told you that I've tried?

Oh, these things don't hurt like they should
Or at least they don't feel like I thought they would
And I don't know what it is I came here for
But that's why I'm here anymore

I feel a fool
For having hope to love
I know the rules
And I know well enough
That these things
Don't hurt like they should
Or at least they don't feel like I thought they would
And I don't know what it is I came here for
But that's why I'm here anymore