Right Here, Too Much

Years of self denial make me put it inside
And when it comes time to get real all I can do is hide
Oh, I'd like to get out from underneath these walls
Sometimes I look back at my life and I wonder if I've gone too far
Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all
And I wonder if I belong to you
Oh, I try to get out from underneath these walls
But so many times I've reached out and I ... somethin' at all
Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all
And I wonder if I belong to you
Somethin' in your eyes sees right to me, right through me
Like you knew me, I hope you do
Don't wanna know about any of this horror
Don't wanna feel all the pain in the world
Don't wanna know about any of these nightmares
Don't wanna stand alone in my room
I think I'm ready to be pulled out
I been hangin' round this place for so long - Please get me out
I'd like to have somethin' more to show than all this pain
The things that go on in my life I can't explainn