I Don´t Know How To Love Him

I don´t know how to love him
What to do how to move him
I´ve been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days when I´ve seen myself
I seem like someone else
I don´t know how to take this
I don´t see why he moves me
He´s a man..He´s just a man
And I´ve had so many men before in very many ways
Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love?
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I´d come to this
What´s it all about?
Don´t you think it´s rather funny?
I should be in this position
I´m the one who´s always been
So calm so cool, no lover´s fool
Running every show
He scares me so
I never thought I´d come to this
What´s it all about? What´s it all about?
If you say he´d love me
I´d be lost I´d be frightened
I couldn´t cope, just couldn´t cope
I´ve turned my head half back away
I wouldnt want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so..