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I wore all black today.
Sunglasses on my face
I tried to hid the pain.
I apologized to your family
Laid the flowers on your grave as I walked away.

I see you in my dreams at least a few times a week
And I still laugh and reminisce about all the memories we've made.
Some of the best times of my life were all thanks to you
A true friend that I wasn't ready to lose.

Today is your birthday
And there's nothing left to celebrate.
Almost a whole year since you passed away
And I hope you're looking out for me.

And on that night you fell asleep just a little too soon.
They found you in your car right outside your motel room.
And this time it was just a little too much abuse.