Closure

I knew it was over when the fighting stopped
To a too checked down to give a fuck
But I stayed
You don't wanna let it end that way
So we went back and forth for months
Too afraid to cut our loses and walk
But there was only so much we could take

It's stuck with lying on the beach
And the tide is at our feet
You will soon be at our heads
And take our breaths

So I don't wanna say it
But somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer
To closure
I am acting out the self-defense
I am all out of options
So I don't wanna say it
But somebody's gotta say that it's over

The stream of time tore us apart
It's not what we want but it's where we are
And I know the fault is probably mine
I miss those nights that we talked for hours
About our dreams and our desires
But all that's gone and all that's left is bitterness

I don't wanna say it
But somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer
To closure
I am acting out the self-defense
I am all out of options
So I don't wanna say it
But somebody's gotta say that it's over

I can hate myself for this
You can say that I'm a selfish bitch
It doesn't change my mind
With both our backs against the wall
Someone's gotta take the fall
So I'll be first to cross the line!

I don't wanna say it
But somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer
To closure
I am acting out the self-defense
I am all out of options
So I don't wanna say it
But somebody's gotta say that it's over