Hesitation

ureshi toki ni wa
kimi ga warattete
kanashi toki itsudemo
boku ga soba ni ite
takusan no omoi
kasunete yuku tabi
risou to genjitsu to no
kyori ga chikazuku
itsuka kimi wa
oshite kreta
omoi yari to
mamida no wake wo
furimukeba kimi wa soko ni ite
uketomete kureta
kondo wa dareka ni
kono kimochi kaesou
nanimo dekinai nante iwanai
nanika dekiru koto
hitotsu demo ikara
te o nobasunda todoku himade
nayanderu kimi ni
nani ga dekiru darou
tachi tsukushite shimau yo
kotoba todokazu ni
shinjite iru kedo
totemo kurushikute
kibou to zetsubou to ga
kousa shiteru
kimi jishin ga
kimi no chikara de
arukeru made
matte inakucha
sunao to wagamama wa zenzen
chigau mono na no ni
naze darou tokidoki
wakaranaku narunda
dakishimetai kimochi osaete
damatte mite iru
setsunai yuuki de
sukoshi demoii chikazukitai
furimukeba kimi wa soko ni ite
uketomete kureta
kondo wa dareka ni
kono kimochi kaesou
nanimo dekinai nante iwanai
nanika dekiru koto
hitotsu demo ikara
te o nobasunda todoku himade