The Return Of September

Hello old friend,
we meet again, circumstance seems so ancient
Just another time to let you in my mind
And search for hopeless answers
So here I stand with arms crossed tight
Like the wires inside my mind

You lied to me just like you always have
The false hope you bring me...
Just whiting out more than half the story

I've waited forever just to be released
To kiss the dissonance that's strewn across these dark streets
But now I close my eyes,
>From down here the ground gets higher every day
And I've searched but I still can't find a way out

And my floodgates are slowly collapsing,
I know I won't be the same way again.

You lied to me, lie to me

Down with my hands on my head
These are the things that I won't understand
I've tried so hard to forget this
Watching my life slip away
There's so many things that I never could say
Will I ever bring myself out of this?

You lied to me just like you always have
The false hope you bring me...
Just whiting out more than half the story
What do I gain from this?