Better Somehow

I get scared tryna pass the trucks on the highway
I miss you sometimes and I hate that I do
I can't see me going easy on myself anytime soon
And I'd be lying if I said I didn't care

Maybe if I say it out loud
It will all be better somehow
It will all be better, it will all be better

I look at pictures of you to see how you're doing
Just so I can dig a knife in
And I feel really cool when I'm listening to Joy Division
But I feel like a fool most of the time

Maybe if I say it out loud
It will all seem better somehow
It will all be better, it will all be better
Maybe if I say it to you
You will thank me for telling the truth
And I can love you better, I can love you better

I can love you better

When you insult me so casually
I laugh so uncomfortably
Now I'm mad at you secretly
When you insult me so casually
I laugh so uncomfortably
Now I'm mad at you secretly

Maybe if I say it out loud
It will all be better somehow
It will all be better, it will all be better
Maybe if I say it to you
You will thank me for telling the truth
And I can love you better, I can love you better

I can love you better
I can love you better