Grave Consequences

Buried under 6 feet of pressure
Under your civilization
Under these expectations,
Under who I am...

Creature of magnificent beauty
Lies right here besides me
Testing my stability
I can't take this
Rendered restless
Failed commitments
No one else could know...

see it with my own two eyes and like it, but despise it
Paradoxes lie inside but fuck them I'll subdue them

Passion whispers, wakes me up from
My desensitization, I've been dormant too long
So intense but at a cost
Is this me or battling thoughts
Maybe just a new way out
What's the price of having doubts?

I don't care no...
I can't blame you
I can't save you
I can't be my own

Your happiness is mine to give, you like it and despise it
Paradoxes lie inside but fuck them you'll subdue them