I Lack Courage

Swing low, sweet chariot
Come on, to carry me home

At the wake
I woke to find myself
all alone, there was no one around.
And I'm shy
it's just the way that I am.
It's just God thinking I could have a little more to do without.
And I love
Well it's just all that I know.
And I will die loving you.

The darkened skies and Christmas lights,
Jesus save me from myself.
I'm a wreck without you here.
Give me courage beacuse it's what I lack
and I lack courage
Whooah like a heart attack.

This alcohol, well it won't dull the pain.
And now you're gone
theres just nothing I can do.
There's a train
at the station tonight and It'll take me wherever I want to go.
Three of my grandpas are still alive
and I hope they know,
well I forget to write them letters
but I'm always thinking of them so,
and I ask forgiveness, for all those I've done wrong.
Redemption's slow, but it's the only way to go.

The darkened skies and Christmas lights,
Jesus save me from myself.
I'm a wreck without you here
Give me courage because it's what I lack,
and I lack courage.
Whooah like a heart attack.

Swing low, sweet chariot