Older

I’m so numb
If you cut my arm off
I wouldn’t know
Lately I’m scared of myself
I don’t show it
I don’t show it

What are drugs?
If not a bump in the road?
I’ve become restless
I tend not to sleep anymore
But
Anymore
But

I guess I’m the problem
If I’m always hurting
Scared what I’ll find If I pull back the curtain
Mom said to dad that she hope that i figure it out

‘Cause I’m older now
Breaking me down

And I’m wrong a lot
Still so defensive
It’s what I’ve become
Till I neglect all the one that I love
Oh, the ones I love

And i’ve noticed the pattern
Of everyone leaving
Happens when I open up with my feelings
Took me a while
But I think I’m over it now
I don’t know how
Breaking me

I hate to admit
But I liked taller buildings
And big open spaces
Without any ceilings
But I can’t imagine
Myself having it figured it out

‘Cause I’m older now
Breaking me down

Breaking me down
Breaking me down
Breaking me down
Breaking me down