Best

I was bored out my mind
Lost my whole appetite
When I could come to life, I didn't

You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought "good riddance"

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

Used to lie to your face
Twenty times in a day
It was my little strange addiction
But you still tried to stay
While I'd self-isolate
And I knew, but I stayed hidden

I never was the best to you, I
I never was the best to you, I
I never was, I never was
I never was the best to you, I
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

And I destroyed every silver lining
You had in your head
All of your feelings, I played with them
Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning
'Cause we were too different
You were so sensitive
Gave me the best of that
I was so negligent
Now I feel terrible about how I handled it
And now, I
Now I bet you resent
All of me, all of it
Angry, blocking me over the internet
Promise I won’t forget
All of my fault in this
‘Cause look at me, I’m alone
Sitting here, staying home
All of my self control
Kind of got difficult
But I deserve it though
I deserve it though

You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought "Good riddance"

I never was the best to you, I
I never was the best to you, I
I never was, I never was
Oh, I never was the best to you, I
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was