Doesn't Even Matter

With promises to remember

Take back things said

And never look this way or my way

And it's always how you leave it

And when things get too hard

Just push back even further

To the point where simple heartbreak means forever



And it doesn't even matter

No matter what they say

Just take it day by day

Till it feels all right to make it through okay



Remembering while I'm turning the pages of history made with friends forever

And unities never again



I grow to accept these times lost

Sometimes wishing to go back and live again

Like they were the best days of my life

But no matter how hard I try

I'm still pushing back even further

Cuz it seems so pointless