No Measurement

I have no measurement
With which to measure your influence on me
Years after the fact I am longing to see you
Suddenly, by chance
And to study your movements

It is never enough to hear you recorded
Or on a stage, far away

I have loved you for so long
But please don't mistake me, I am not alone

Or rather, I am happier than I've ever been before

And I'm deeply content with my work and my life, and yet,
And yet

I will never forget you
I'm longing to see you
Suddenly, by chance
Just for one moment
To feel your breath