Black Rot

I lost my mind when my body dropped
As blood soaked through my clothes, as I was left to rot
There were no flowers for me
No friends or family, just empty company
I had a love, and he broke my heart
Tore it open with a knife and cried
'Til the convulsions stopped

Watch me bleed for those I love
I'll sleep in the grave I made
I wait for you to join me here, my love
It's all in the way you said my name and the hate you gave up for...

I should have known my fate was predetermined
I fell in love with the devil and I was hunted like vermin
The love we had, and although it killed me
I would do all again if I could set him free
You don't know shit about sacrifice
I bled for everyone I loved, so...

Watch me bleed for those I love
I'll sleep in the grave I made
I wait for you to join me here, my love
It's all in the way you said my name and the hate you gave up for me

"I know we're on different paths, but we'll come back together in the end
I'll wait for you, my dear; but I guess the hurt outweighed the love I gave
But you don't know how far I've come."

(Tell 'em.)
I tried to speak love, but lost the words
With my lungs full of blood, and a knife in my throat, when I formed the words I choked
(You were...)
Reborn from dirt, pulled from the ash
With more heart than before, for those I adored
You thought when it rained, it poured?
(Well...)

Put the barrel between your fucking teeth and bleed
I'll show you true hate and what it really means
I'm glad I didn't listen when they told me all to stay away
'Cause when you're sad, I'm happy in the pouring rain
I'm sick of all the tropes where all the villains die in the end

We should be reigning supreme
Well what's a court without her queen?
Get on your knees for the Queen of Misanthropy
(We all die in the end, I'd die again for you)

This is my reign, yeah this is my reign
Get on your knees for the Queen of Misanthropy
I'll wait for you, my king, in the black rot
Watch me bleed for those I love