The Pain Of Being Awake

These walls are caving in
My patience growing thin
Deceived by the heart of man
My eyes are filled with sin
Manifested truth
Looking into lies
Praying this is foul
We left our goals behind
The absence of mind, narrowing time
Incessant decay, desolation, a bodiless soul
Living in reverse, looking for an escape, refraining from light
Inside these dark days, waking up in pain, it never goes away
Miasma of filth
I can feel my time slowing down
Dealing with thе pain of being awake
Frozen in slow motion, this day is gonе
The flies they gather quick, decimation