Seahorses

I'm not sure
Where I've gone
Or when I wrote this song

I move my hands
Through these wires
As I play for you tonight

I'm not alright
God knows I've tried
But I'm not one for suicide

I'm not ok
When you say
It gets better with time

I can't stay, no
Not this way
Will I be missed someday?

I'm not alright
You're just polite
I know I've lost this fight

And I won't wake up