Vanish

I can't do anything right
I'm no good and I've never been
And lately I've been feeling so pitiful
I don't know how to die right now

So tell me how to choose to go down today
Help me pick a path that will hurt the most
And I will vanish

I'm not enough for anyone
I don't deserve anything
I'm no good and I've never been
I'm wasting my time
I shouldn't be living

So tell me how to choose to go down today
Help me pick a path that will hurt the most
And I will vanish

And if you leave me
I will be your friend
And if you beat me
I will fall in love
and if you're selfish
i will let you use me
Because this is all I've ever been taught

I don't know how to die today