All I Want Is Nothing

I think back to the heart attack, when our world seemed so brand new. i wasted time with a crooked spine when i really should have spent my time with you. now all i want is nothing, because all i want is what i can’t have. all i want is nothing, if i can’t have just one more single second of your undivided attention. all i want is you. all i have now are memories of how you felt lying next to me. all we are is a memory. i used to have a best friend, now just one more enemy. and all i want is nothing, because all i want is what i can’t have. all i want is nothing, if i can’t have just one more second of a time when i was yours and you were mine. and all i want is everything we never had before but i still want more. all i want is you, to want me.