Jackal In Your Mind

I?m sick and tired of love troubles
I?ve searched my whole life to find my perfect world
And then when she shows I realise we come from different worlds
Her with her money
She?s never had to work for anything at all
And me I was born to work for each and everything I own
She say pack all your troubles and leave me
I say the argument?s over now everything?s fine but I feel like a jackal!
She says silver bells and pretty clothes they often make me smile
But nobody could afford the way you held me and kissed my mouth goodbye
I wanted to trust you but now you don?t trust me
You swear that you need me all of the time
But I know I?m a jackal in your mind
I?m sick and tired of love?s sorrows
Facing all the things that I really want to hide
The child in me grows, it lives its life and feeds on my insides
Never showing, it never had a chance to see a happy time
My parents it seems were hellbent on destroying all my pride
They say pack all your troubles get outta here
I say I can?t bring my friends round I?m scared what they?ll find
And they?ll think I?m a jackal
She says silver bells and pretty clothes they often make me smile
But nobody could afford the very first time we met and you said hi
I wanted to kiss you and I wanted you to kiss me
All those moments long lost in time
But now I?m just a jackal in your mind