Thicker Than Water

Not there for your child to listen, to teach, to love
Not seen in your eyes always underfoot in the way
your blood in my veins
still you have nothing to say
am I alone?
are you gone?
is there still time left for you to rescue me?
is there still tie left for you to change?
this weight pressing on my head
and the bitterness that you fed me
can you taste it in my words?
the weight pressing on your head
didn't want me to know that you can't take what you gave away
why aren't you teaching me?
why aren't you loving me?
why can't you nurture me?
why are you killing me?