Crawl Space

I sit in silence, I stare at floors
No sense of happy, no sense of self
Surrounded by sadness, I can’t free myself
And this tarnished shelf, this damaged man
Who’s half connected, half alive
Has nothing left inside, I am growing colder
As each day passes a part of me slips
I’m losing sight, I’ve lost my grip
Desperate for a way out, I’ll take anything
Build a ship out of shattered promises
Watch it fill and start to sink
Drowned myself in your sea of lies
I guess I forgot to
I guess I forgot to think

Some day the bridge you try and cross
Will be the one I fucking burn
I’m tired of your skewed truth
When will you ever fucking learn?
Days I lost I’ll never regain
But that’s okay, I’m okay
I’d rather be alone
Than with you fucking suffering