Perfect Imperfection

Another tension filled day
My attitude is filthy
I can't begin to explain what's wrong with me
I yell and scream until you're sick of me
My words have turned you black and blue
What am I to do?

Come to find I'm reminded
I coexist with the finest things
What a beautiful thing
Other times I'm reminded
That I've had hate towards human beings
Please forgive me

Now my anger comes down
And all I feel is shame now
I can't seem to escape my bleeding heart
My apologies we've come this far
My heart set it a blaze burning pure
Mine to yours

Come to find I'm reminded
I coexist with the finest things
What a beautiful thing
Over time I'm reminded
That I've had hate towards human beings
Please forgive me

Please forgive me
You know I lost it again
I'm ashamed that you're crying
It's nothing you did but instead
It's my lack of control
Though I told you I'm trying
I am still having a hard time
Don't you know I really am
Unfortunately sometimes the real me
Isn't who you get to see

I take a look at you
You look at me
Unspoken words speaking to me

Come to find I'm reminded
I coexist with the finest things
What a beautiful thing
Over time I'm reminded
That I've had hate towards human beings
Please forgive me