Define Victory

You lie
swear on my life
I'm left lying in the air of the coldest night
I dont want to try
as I feel puddles of blood raining from my eyes

I hear your voice as you run away
your nightmares live on becuase your fear is pain
if I die tonight who else is there to blame
Im going out in a blazing glory

and Im breaking down
as I break away from you
all my hopes will drown as I rain tears of love for you
I waste these days
as my memories fade away the end wont start
till you bleed my heart