Destroying A Lifetime Of Innocence

your sickness comes
when you let go from
what we held together
now I see where I went wrong
you'll take your last breath
I'm left drowning in
your eternal voice
everyday it grows stronger
when you lose the
will to hold on now
we can not be destroyed
i wont give up
on this life
we can not forget
we can not survive
with out the passions
to break this silence
I cant handle being without
alone I'm frightened of death
and since you left
my heart is black
fill myself
with this anguish
holding onto your soul
I cant wipe these tears
sadness pins me down
and since the day
that you left us
the day has been so dark
I wont let
you fade away
we love you