Symptoms Alone

with glee I see them come and go
lately their numbers haven't grown
my wheels they grind
when forced to thoughts so kind
they try but my mind is my own
symptoms alone

i must not try to understand
reasons behind this single strand
i waste these days
inside this lonely maze
there's one escape my mind I've blown
symptoms alone

i've heard them say they really care
my mind leaves, my body only stares
they wonder why
they fail so hard they try
the secret's mine so bury my bones
symptoms alone