Sleep And What I'll Never Have

neverending hopefulness is reason enough to never to forget anything i have dreamt of.
last night i dreamt of her, and that she wanted to be with me.
last night i dreamt of her, that she dropped everything just to be with me.
i am more inconvenience to myself than a disconnection ever could be.
i never thought that hope could hurt like this.
i'm flying on inconvenient locale, i will never forget your face.
my love for you is measured in sleeping pills.
and i'm strangling myself with the cord.
i will forever run in circles because it always comes back to you.
i swallow forgetting you.
i never thought that hope could hurt like this.