As The Cold Settled

I was still searching for
the answers of my questions
It seemed that nothing would
work out in the end. So many
Times I was lying in my bed,
staring at the ceiling.
I wasn?t able to show
my emotions to you, not even
To myself and Nothing
could break through or cut
The invisible walls around me.
I locked myself up
I?m talking bout the things
you?ll never comprehend
its hard to tell
But much harder to understand,
I know. Something happened cause
I?m able to feel again,
able to reset my pain
It?s the right moment
to leave my past behind
[to leave it all behind]
Talking to a wall
seemed emotionally
not really different
then talking to you,
I seemed to lose
all in my heart in my soul
and I felt nothing more
than a slowly spreading cold I just
watched you go without a feeling,
and I wasn?t pretending
I?m so sorry bout, I got one step
closer to my bitter ending
I?m talking bout the things
you?ll never comprehend
its hard to tell
But much harder to understand,
I know. Something happened cause
I?m able to feel again,
able to reset my pain
It?s the right moment
to leave my past behind
[to leave it all behind]
I?m talking bout the things
you?ll never comprehend
its hard to tell
But much harder to understand,
I know. Something happened cause
I?m able to feel again,
able to reset my pain
It?s the right moment
to leave my past behind
[to leave it all behind]
I realized what I?d done,
as the cold settled
I realized what I?d done,
as the cold settled